I'm nothing

I couldn’t go Univ. although I had so many efforts to go there but there has so much f unfortunate thing and they thought that my music is so bad eh. I still don’t know why I’m just waiting here. I have no opportunity to go Univ, and Why they are just passing the future star, and I still can’t realise like um I can’t go anywhere in 2 years after graduate high school, and I will fail again in this year of university test. That’s it